so.. i tried to pretend it was alright.

that you destroyed my sim card. you could have thrown my phone off the building but noooo you had to break the sim card into two.

i said i could live without a phone, but i never said i could live without my sim card.

for years it has followed me, from primary school till now.. went through with me all my ups and downs. stored the sweetest messages i may never get again. stored the phone numbers of people i may never hear from again. stored in it virtual connections between me and people who may never reach me again just because you fucking broke my sim card.

a handphone number means so much.

you could have done many more of other things and i wouldn't hate you as much as i do now. alright that you try to take me away from the only place i love and the only people i feel happy around anymore. alright that now i've finally found what i'm looking for you want to knock it off my hands. alright that you've been trying to ruin my life, ever since i obtained my PSLE results. alright that you have ruined my whole future-- the only future i ever wanted.

alright... then you break the only item that may turn out to be the only thing i treasure in this life? its not even just an item. its so much more and i wouldn't expect you jerks to understand.

guess what's the best part?
there's nothing i can do cause my life is practically in your filthy hands.

you go on and on about me.. but i am what you made me to be.