"why are you giving up?"

haha..

maybe i'm afraid to disappoint you. maybe i'm afraid that you'd get angry.. but i've got an idea its more of the former.

it wasn't until today that i realised. until she asked.. i realised how much i fear that i'd disappoint you. not the usual kind of disappointment you get when you realise i've lied, or done badly in a subject. thats small case.

its the kind of disappointment you get when its your turn to realise.. i'm not the daughter you've always thought i was. and maybe i can't make it after all.

haha.. i'll try my best, kay?