haha.....
im tired.

can i not blog about the trip today?

some other day (:

pretty pls?

i've been doing a bit of thinking these few days, so i decided to do this thing. for those who have no idea, u list 10 ppl and just say what you wanna say.

1. haha, uh. how should i say? i think you are damn cute ^^ yeap, that's it. and, the exclamation mark? the same to you too .. (:

2. this is quite bad. i'm feeling guilty again. i'm not a player so this should not go on any longer. it benefits none of us. pls wake up? its been 3 bloody years. i've tried everything. pls heed my advice and forget every beautiful illusion you've had about us.

3. yeah today was great. i had fun, but it just feels that there is this ridge growing in between us? i dont know if its u have nothing to say to me, or you didnt like the way i was behaving, or what. aiyaaaa im confused.

4. nice talking to you.. appreciate you so much.. (: i can't wait for C-night. i'll contact you, surely (:

5. yeah... you. i've been thinking abit about you a few days ago and how things have turned out. i just.. i dont know. everyone changes, but with you its just different. i'm happier with my life now. i will still think of you now and then but i think after a few more cries i'm better able to move on and leave the memories behind now. some things are just not meant to be. both of us are good this way (: ...and you probably never think about me anyway.

6. i'm back!!! x) -hugs- i missed you too! i've got so much to tell u (: just u wait!

7. u.... i hope you are ok now. sometimes when i hear about your stuff i get a little worried. i mean, i dont hate you. just hope everything turns out great for you. i have not forgotten your two sisters.

8. you were not great, not horrendous. just there. everytime i walk past your house i wonder if i'll see you around, but i never do. just take care alright?

9. I dont know how this might sound... but i might have some bad news for you in future....

10. i'll forget about you. thanks for the false hope though.

Nobody will know the full story so dont say stupid things like "lena is scandalous". Half of these ppl are girls. Sigh, i need to do stuffs now. Tomorrow is DA debate camp. I'm getting all nervous.