it doesnt pay to be nice to MY brother, i tell you, it doesnt.

-gives dark look-

i can't count the number of times i've played with him out of goodwill, and ended up with him running to my mum in tears complaining about how i hurt his finger or toenail, or bought him something he asked for and instead of getting thanks in reply, find out that he gave it away or lost it the next day.

kids, can never understand them.

two days ago i brought him to the library and lent him my card for borrowing. then i brought him to Mos Burger, a fast food restaurant he had now seen that is not Macdonalds or KFC, and gave him a treat. He loved it, come on. Then i brought the brat round Causeway Point shopping, and then to Comics Connection whereby i got him the $7.50 Pokemon comic book that he wanted.

this afternoon i came out of the room to find that Dad had bought him this Pokemon Sticker Book in which there are slots for every pokemon sticker you are supposed to collect.

"Your brother said you didn't buy this for him," Dad said

"But i didn't even SEE that thing!" i protested

"Said it's too expensive or something," he continued.

"He never TOLD me he wanted it!" i almost yelled.

Ass. It almost seemed as if he asked for the sticker book but i didn't have enough money so i got him the comic book instead. But my parents knew i kinda had a lot of money with me, so it's even worse -- they'd think i didnt WANT to spend so much on my brother. The kid's guts!

"He's just using it as an excuse for you to buy it for him!" i talked to my father's retreating back view.

When he was out of sight, i turned back on my brother, who was trying his best to avoid my glare, and narrowed my eyes. As i sat down for breakfast, i spoke in the most normal tone i could manage.

"I'm never taking you out or buying you stuff again," and then i muttered "Asshole."

He feigned indifference, but that was fine with me. I finished my food as fast as i could and walked away from the dining table, thinking: "He's unbelieveable!"

Of course in my heart i knew i could never mean that statement i said -- i was just trying to make him feel bad for what he did, like i always do. I never know if he does, i just want to let him know what he did was wrong... There are still so many places with good food and stuff that i wanna bring him to!

Sigh, what can i say. I love and hate this brat with equal fervour.