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Yes, i know i sound like an idiot but that's the way i shall type from now onwards, in a desperate attempt to improve my essay writing.
You know i bloody failed my Lit essay??!?!?! (And you know she went around telling classes how badly we did? Sometimes i just can't believe teachers. I mean, i know all of you guys hate us. But do you have to do this?)
Never mind that. Chill. This blogpost ain't supposed to turn out like that. I published the previous post, then i sat back at scrolled through my blog.
Isn't it sad when your realise that you've never had a happy post in maybe weeks? All of them are there when you were in states of depression, misery, helplessness, anger, loneliness and etc. So when you look back at your life, that's all you have to look at?
Whatever happened to me trying to remain cheerful? My resolve crumbled away, and now i'm this sulking old lady again. ..
I'm here to redeem myself. At least, try to.
Let me name some happy things. =)
Well, firstly, i've experienced both extreme sadness and happiness when it came to matters like OSL and TXY. My moods follow closely whether or not i got into the next stage of selection. So, to list the happy stuff, i was laughing and giggling to myself when i saw the OSL2006 yahoo groups invitation. Also, i went jumping around the house when i heard about SiLei (the person in charge of comic TXY)'s phone call. Funny how i am sometimes.
Also, in terms of SA, i was really depressed about Lit FA, and Bio. We still dont know about subjects like Bio(which we just took), Eng, and SS, but i just wanna say i am pleased with my math results. Despite the high concentration of careless mistakes throughout my answer sheet, the grade is reasonably good... In my standards. So i will do all i can to improve. I love maths. I mean it. =)
And... Ms Ang's staying for another term. Lol. I don't have the mood for exclamation marks and enthusiasm now, but it IS a very good piece of news, and it made many people happy. =) Also, the class will be going ahead with the party. I look forward to it. =)
Today, we had class relay. It was quite memorable, despite the problems we met. It seems that every year class relay for me is like that. I still have to worry about the clash with house representation, but that's another matter.
I don't know.. What else makes me happy? Staring at our chioded classroom makes me happy. =) For obvious reasons. But so far not many have commented, and i really hope the class likes it. Whats the point if i love it, and the class and everybody doesnt, and we don't win anyway? I'll be putting up more stuff tmw.
Joy makes me happy. Haha. Sometimes. Some other times she is mean and pisses me off, but that's doesn't occur a lot and nobody is perfect.
And of course, i can think of many other ppl tht make me happy..... =) jhkja totnt
And some others that make me happy just by being IN my thoughts... =) sl
DRACO. XD i will nv forget uuuu ^^
What else makes me happy?
Finishing my work makes me happy. I'm gonna bathe now, and get Sean Yeoh's new shirt off my body. Ahahaha.
in jest; [8:39 PM]