im so depressed now.

so damn __ depressed.

you know whenever i resolve to do something, and i put in all my efforts to do it, it ALways never turn out right.

hahaha.. hahahah.. bloody ___ hell.

i didn't get in.

i didn't get in.

i didn't get in.

i bet i didn't get in.

why.. its the same depression i felt when the tarbet banner designs got rejected multiple times.

nobody even cares what you do. how much effort you put in.

wahlau, nobody even cares.

you know what, i bet the next thing will be that i didnt get into OSL.
then, the Tarbet banner doesn't win.
then, our class deco rots away to nth and other classes walk away champion.
then, ..
i dunno, then i don't feel like doing anything anymore...

..im serious know. i always get this feeling in my guts that i will get disappointed in the end. i make myself appear all confident and blah.... but, i'm not.

i wanna cry.. i wanna cry.. i wanna cry..

hah..
hah..
hah..
hahh..

and i knw whts the irony in this?


i tried so hard to keep away from depression.