hey again.. ive been meaning to blog, but kept nagging at myself that the Class Party blog entry must come first. well, i don't have time for it. photos, events, blah.. just be assured it was a blast =)

so what gave me so strong an urge to blog that i decided to go ahead and post first?

Well.
..i was just reading Xiaxue's blog again. She's supposedly damn chio, she's famous, no amt of obstacles can faze her, she's got a cute angmo bf, she's got like this bunch of damn gd friends, her family ties are gd, she gets to meet all the other famous ppl, companies suck up to her so she gets all these free stuff all e time, she's gets paid for blogging-- what she loves, she is allowed to both have fame And constant interaction with her fans, hundreds of ppl rd abt her life daily.. SHE'S GOOD AT PHOTOSHOP. what else? she knws a lot of cute guys.

lol. some ppl just have the life, man. while some of us are mugging our brains out in prestigious schools, in preparation for carving out a future for ourselves, all she needs to do is to go out their and blog.

whoa man. i almost idolize her.

anyway, enough about wendy's close to perfect life. as we make the transition and move the magnifying glass onto me, you will see the stark contrast in between us. for one thing, the results of my procrastination in the last two weeks is rapidly surfacing. not pleasant, no.

this is so depressing..

however, there is one possible cheer-inducing element and that is: TXY.
ok its not totally TXY.. its more of the whole idea of Art. Man Hua Da Ren, Comics, DA, Anime, and also the site that i'm working on. [secretly pleased]

hahah.. yay! I confess that I am only moderately proficient in the Skin aspect of webbie creation, so here i am with a purchased domain and the determination to obtain a learning experience from meddling with it =D i know some will probably tell me what a waste of money and time it is --
"you don't even have time for ur unfinished work!"
"give it up lah, even after learning, your skills will still be crap."
"whats the use of a bloody personal site?"

=.= i know, i know.. but that's just me. my life. what i wanna do. i might be crazy, but whatya gonna do about it? shoot me? =D

so for now i shall be motivated. do or read a bit everyday.... go lena!

oh man its damn late.