Bloody hell.

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People I Wish to Eliminate From My Life.

1. This girl who think she’s too good for others. Whatever. Maybe not, maybe just too good for some people. Go around daoing people like nobody’s business (I got that from Joseph Toh. Lol don’t ask). She’s someone who makes a point in being a right bastard in whatever she do. The way she talks reveals the apparent fact that she thinks it’s ‘special’. Her actions and body language constantly displays either Hyperbole or a bloody attitude. I don’t know. I don’t even know her that well. I just know she freaking irks me and it disgusts me that I’m the one of the few that can see it. What am I, privileged? Spare me.

2. This is someone hard to get out of my hair. She makes it a point to make my life even harder for me than it is now. Her life goal is to make me realize what a good-for-nothing I am, and I should always listen to her in whatever I do. She never realizes that she is constantly making assumptions about me, because she feels that she knows-all and can never be wrong about her judgment of me. In her eyes, I know, think, and do nothing right. I am immature and needs to be always told what’s the right thing to do, sometimes even Needing the thing to be done for me. Everything I do is wrong, and everything she does is right. She is the queen, I am the pile of shit. And she is doing me great favours in whatever she tells me, but I am always ungrateful and refuse to listen to her. I am an idiot. But it doesn’t matter, because since she is my mother she has the right to make my life a living hell. Oops, did I say that?

Other Concerns

a) OSL. SELECTION CAMP!! Omg I can’t wait. You know this actually means I stand a chance? I’ve been so battered and torn by so many outright rejections, I am even willing to just go for this knowing that I got so far even if I don’t get in in the end. Well but of course I wanna get in. =D

b) Class Deco. =__= It’s draining quite a lot out of me. It seems that whenever I get something nice done, something else that is nice and needs to be done pops up. But for the sake of our chioded classroom.... =D (to match our chioded fish, and chioded CLASS)

c) Tong. Xun. Yuan. If Joo sees this, I wanna say that the comic person called. But I cried anyway. I cried in two days. I cried when I realized u received the call and I didn’t, and I cried when I realized I received the call from the comic person and not the photog one. I cried in the bath. I cried in my room.

My parents tried to act like they care abt how much i wanted this. But it was superficial and we both know it. They'd rather i didn't.

I got over it anyway. Thanks for trying, Joo! I bet my name was on the list only for “comic” and not “photog”. I scincerely wish you get in anyway. =) I’m gna try to be my class 2nd photog rep, and maybe get what little bit of contact with photog that I can get….. :)

Meanwhile, maybe i can get in for Manga TXY? Won't get my hopes up, but it IS fun.

d) Tarbet stuff. I dunno… It’s just this thing inside my head, guts and heart that is difficult for me to voice out here. But I’m just very unhappy about it, and I think the whole thing sucks. I guess I can’t do anything about it.

e) Bloody SAs. Bloody Jap. Bloody work. Need I say more?

f) I’ll list more when I remember them.

For now, I’ll wait for blogger to re-appear for use so that I can blog this post.

Oh by the way, Happy Birthday Vic. Haha... I never knew abt it, but I guess it doesn’t make a diff.

Uh, still got what. You know Class VC were invested today. =____= Did they have too? When they so obviously don’t really care? And pretend they do? And just waste everybody’s assembly time? And waste my Bio test study time? And made me kena scolding for belt again? Then I get all these “Lena I didn’t know you were VC!”s that are kinda unnerving. It’s almost the same as in when I tell people I’m in debates and they go “O.O omg YOU? DEBATES? HAHAHAHAH.”

=_____= But I guess I shouldn’t grumble. I mean who can expect more from me right?

I’m just this loser. And I know you reading this post couldn’t agree less.