sigh. below posted is mass swim photos.

darn tired now. omg all my desktop contacts r online. lol so rare.

sigh. besides the point. i really kan't wait for the whole episode in school to be over. ms ang's leaving, and i really just wanna concentrate on a good farewell party fer her.

so tht siyi will be happy too.

kinda down now.

lately i developed this habit. it's kinda to prevent me from falling into bouts of depression...

cause i'm really afraid. i'm no longer the little girl who likes to wallow in self-pity and enjoy being depressed and all that. i wanna remain bouncy and whichever way i am now.

so i started giving myself pep talks. so maybe its really common for other people, but yeah i'm slow in this kind of way. i listed all the things that were bothering me, frankly and straight out. thn i went down the list, and spoke positively about each item. i don't knw hw i did tht. i just did. and miraculously it worked. i mean, if i were some1 else, i wud probably brush it off and say sth like "yeah... thx.." but dont really get encouraged anyway. whn i do it to myself.. wow, amazing results. why, man.

i'm tempted to try it now.

i'm really down.

really really down.

i can't think whats troubling me now, but if i tried i could probably list out everything.

thing is, i don't feel like trying.