sitting here listening to my songs again, and thinking about stuffs.

damn tired... in these past days so much have happened and i've been put through an emotional rollercoaster similar to that of post-taiwan trip..

commitments alone.....
so much's over, so much halfway done, so much to do..
all the same man..

i dont wanna waste time thinking about stuff that will exhaust me even further by attacking my mind and heart..
why bother why bother why bother.. wanna just turn away and give up.. it's not worth it..

well guess what? it's OBS tomorrow..
i don't know what to feel about the trip either...

i have a feeling that most prolly i will come out from it wishing it didnt have to end -- like all the others.
it's just that, i feel drained nw..
i don't feel like "bonding" or doing anything with anybody right now other than maybe plain talking..
i dont want...... ..gotta deal with ppl.. see faces.. blah.
and i dont even knw who's gna be with me.
to be honest, how i feel now is "this plain sux"..
it does..

like who understands man.

stop thinking.
someone get me to stop thinking.

i wanna...