daddy's friend and his wife is here... i wonder if they are here for countdown..
hah....

2006.. roast u burn u eat u up..

if only..

anyway, its a matter of hours before 12am, and there's nothing i can do about it. i know i know..
i remember how year 2004 i was feeling at the time of this year.. i would be previously excited about entering RGS, but by this time would be having trouble deciding what CCA to join..

those times.. two years.. and this is the end..

life's not a fairytale..
life seems to be made up of a sequel of fairytales..
each one shorter yet more memorable than the previous..
soon time covers memories with layers of mist,
and all is clouded over..

more always lies ahead, yet we can't stop looking back..
we've been taught to treasure what is present, but how can we concentrate on whats happening when we still can't forget events years ago?

i dream..
in the dream the angel gave me a bottle..
tiny bottle ..
in there i keep all my memories..
the ones most precious and close to my heart..

so that..
i would stop torturing myself recalling them..
but can still keep them by my side forever..

irony irony irony..

who else bloody cries about this separation?

my fav slash ship is still HD, but currently i'm supporting Satoshi/Daisuke from DNAngel too... so shoot me. -proud- ^^

i think pauline will like this..

how many more days til school reopening?


..day before yesterday i got to know of the class allocation...
..it has given me more reason to hate school...

i was crying like crazy..
like crazy..

its not something i did not expect..
it fact i had a feeling i knew how everything was gonna turn out.....
like how i know how everything from now out will become...

mostly the reason i was crying anyway..

two days.. two more days..
how am i gonna use it wisely?

afterall, after two days, im as good as dead..

depression...

separation after separation...
each separation leading to some tears..

so much to do .. so little time..

and the worst thing is, school is starting soon..

if there is anything that i hate, it's school..
i'd rather die.. haha..

and i meant that..
right now, everything is meaningless to me..
i want my taiwan..
i want my YZU..
a lot a lot a lot..

and..

next year, i'll step into my class, and realise that i don't know anyone anymore...

no more familiar smiling faces waving at me...
no more hearing loud shouts of "LENAAA" across the classroom..

no more Spastics..
no more wreaking havoc..
no more doodling on the blackboards together..

no more secondary two life..

no more 20105..

no more..
no more...

i'm gonna miss you guys..

...
please kill me?