well, well, what do you know...

im in a good mood today! ^^ tomorrows math and im gna do all i can now fer the rest of the day.. -stretch- =) 3 cheers to 201 fer pulling thru this!

and, i've decided to change the background cus wanlin claimed she was dying from reading my blog. =D want to keep my readers, don't i?

last night, there was this mother and daughter who came up to sell washing liquid.. those fer the floor --whassat called? it was around 11plus, and yet they still had so many on hand. two of them carry around 5 or 6 bottles.. damn heavy i think. she was asking my mum whether she wanna buy, and as she spoke it was almost like she gonna cry.. said sth abt someone being ill, and they needed the money.. then there was her daughter. she looks around my age, looked skinny and bedraggled, and hunched slightly. she patting her hand against her chest, like she had breathing difficulties.. probably she's ill too. after that my parents could not stop talking about how fortunate we kids are.. i mean just look at my fatty of a brother.

we know, we know.. but if we really needed to, i would not hesitate, at your orders, to go around and sell tissue paper for you at 12midnight or later.. right? (though people will be asleep and its not nice to wake them) i can screech the top of my voice, "one dollar, one dollar, hello one dollar.." -beams- though i think we would have to consult the mrt tissue auntie first, if not she charge us for infringement of copyrights over her song.

yeah i know im crappy. just feel so inspired today. in many different ways. and i was having second thoughts about what i wanna grow up to be as well.. look up into the sky blur blur one, where got yi pian guang ming.. hai.

ever thought about how your future would be? some people believe that one's future is determined from birth, while others, the same old thing -- "the future is in your HANDS" woots, goosebumps. so, if we try to define "future" from these sayings, there will be two ways in which we can view this.

1) time works like a path, a passage.. everything is predefined and in place. there is no such thing as the "unknown" because it is actually right there from the start. its just because we have not travelled to that part of the time passage yet, thus we will not know of what lies ahead in that path. along the journey, the path that we have not visited yet will be called the "future". there is no way of changing it, and people who can predict the future will be those who have the ability of looking "further into the path", or sth like that.
2) well, there's nothing ahead! everything's for you to create. predefined destiny? bollocks. its up to you to create whatever that will become your history in the further future. hmm. sounds weird.

whatever.. i can't decide yet, what do you think? but of course you can choose, like me, to decide that you don't care about this shit and you'd rather not strain your brain over it. =D

dum dee dum.