im gna buy a small vase to hold the most beautiful thing on this earth....

oh thank you thank you thank you thank you paul.. haha.. couldnt stop looking at it.

smth which holds such deep meaning is one of the best things someone could ever give me this eternity..

you knw today at hawker centre.. there were these two guys and a girl talking animatedly... then they talked so loudly. but i didnt really hear everything, just words here and there..
it kinda reminded me of ppl getting round to talk bt ghost stories and experiences...

i think it was last month when i had this dream.. i swear it was a dream cus in real life its can't be done.

i was lying on the bed, and i dont knw when i fell asleep, but it didnt even feel like i slept.
suddenly i felt like there was sth pressing me down. i was pinned to the ground at the head, only. i could feel it cause there was a certain pressure, and my breathing was slightly difficult. almost immediately, sth lifted my legs up. its just nth. my legs went up on there own.. i couldnt open my eyes but i felt nothing around my legs so probably there werent hands or anything. so now it is.. the legs lifted in midair, me unable to open eyes. then the thing started swinging me around. it was amusing even as i was in the situation. my legs were going in a circle. not the legs moving but the body, actually... like smth was trying to swing me in rounds, but couldnt cus my head was stuck to the pillow, so the thing moved instead. the image is really damn funny..
anyway, the act was continuous.. i found myself trying to open my mouth and shout, but the movement of my mouth was very restricted and hard to move. even as i mouthed my pleas, no sound came out. i was straining real hard to call for my mother but to no avail. i tried for a while, then gave up. i tried to calm myself down and wait to see what happens. because nothing was really hurting me, i was not that scared.
i dont knw how long it was.. but it finally stopped. my legs went back to original position and hovered for awhile, before it was let down.
the scary part is that... i think i woke up almost immediately. i was relieved to be able to open my eyes.. and note that im still on my bed.. i was breathing heavily la..

i was damn confused. it felt so real.. yet so surreal. cus it didnt feel like my body was really moving.. but in a way i was... sounds cliche but it was like my soul was plucked up and played with, instead of my body. but thats not possible...

this is how i knew it was a dream anyway. cause directly next to where i was sleeping (at that time i was sleeping on mattress in parents' room, beside my brother..), there were cupboards.. my legs would have knocked into them and felt the impact if the thing was real..