i hate you.

i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.i hate you.

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my tuition teacher was saying that all the things she didnt like her parents to do when she was a girl, she didnt do to her kids now. i think thats what a gd parent is abt. im putting this away for future reference, man.

anyway you know i was saying the band incident..? they asked me to join... misuzu kept asking me after that and i didnt straight off tell her 'no'... really, i couldnt bear to. all my life i want to learn the drum set.. im not bloody lucky like jia la.. but no offense. hai. but i did, in the end say no. it was on wednesday at moelc.. paul was ard. and i think i made the right decision.. i love the daji section too much, despite all the..setbacks.

point is, after lesson misuzu saw me agn... thn she went.. "really dowan arh.." then i, almost flusteredly, tried to explain my reasons again... i just said our section are alr lacking ppl.. not the personal reasons... then she was about to go, but stopped for awhile and turned slightly.. she said sth like "but co not important what..."

and i couldnt believe she said that. she didnt face me or nething and it wasnt very loud and clear, and i didnt answer. but i heard it.

and what can i say? thats what everybody freaking thinks anyway. and misuzu is really nice. i dowanna get pissed at her over this. but i am. but im not gonna do nething to her.

"its useless.. the percussion section is so diao.."

i bet..

thats what everyone thinks.