how do i love thee? let me count the ways..

note to self: bring HP and InitialD for Huiming this sunday.

lol. ok, i just wanna say hey to those who tagged. ^^" sorry im not tagging1 yeh? i figured if you tag, u must be a reader. =) mostly, right? my dear affies, i missed u too! feel kinda sad abt ze hiatus. tmw's the kickstart to EOI ler... im not sure whether to be anxious or what, but i kinda feel alright about it. it actually means its one more day closer to this being over, and i can't wait. do dread math and geography though. while friends from other schools are busy celebrating their post exams, we will be slogging and worrying our guts inside out. ok i made that up.

you can tell i'm in the mood for blogging today. many ppl kept reminding me to study.. hahaha.. i realise how much of a slacker i am, and really love u all for the concern yeh? and i UNDERSTAND that pauline you took away the CD for my own GOOD right. i know. lol but in the first place its frm you. thanks man... T.T

theres so much i wanna say.. im not exactly.. happy. i think im just blabbering cause i
a) had too much caffeine
b) am suffering from pro EOI syndrome
c) am avoiding having to go back to study Physics.

haha.. well, actually the change in everybody is obvious. you just know exams are around the corner even if no one tells you; even if the class seems just like how it is every day. the signs are Unmistakable.
1) most important of all, the slackers (namely ME) start mugging. not excessively like the others, but still yes they do. go on, gasp loudly.
2) most bring papers and notebooks around themselves unnecessarily and to lessons that are not related to these notes. after, you realise they really barely read them.
3) random people get seized by bouts of depression or bad temper. only its not PMS.
4) every morning you hear the same interogations, reports, or statements repeatedly flying overhead. "you studied this yet?" "i stayed up to read write notes LA." "fuck (a certain subject)!"

tsk. makes me giddy just talking bout this. we had our last Music and Dance session today, and it was fun. choreography. i think wanlin has gd leadership qualities. hahaha. bet it was hard to manage us rowdy group, along with paul. we dance to my anata, TZ, and watched the cute performances by fellow classmates. wish i could have videotaped. haha.. such precious moments. the songs are still stuck in my head. then again, a song is stuck in my head at any one time... why else do you think i sing so much crap? XD

okay.. i wanna apologise to jia cause cause i made her fall and i feel really really really really bad about it. even though she said it was nth and accepted my apology, i think it was the first time i made a person fall with my own hands.. also first time i saw jia fall? think so. she has fallen before but i dont think i saw. i like to think myself as the ben shou ben jiao one. hahah. my deepest regret. hai.

their were post-exams workshops to sign up for by tomorrow and i signed for photography.. wanlin and jia also. damn FULL la! but we are smart people, so we found a way. hiahiahia.. surprisingly manga damn little.. haha. cus yesterday so many ppl told me they were interested mah. then i was pleasantly surprised. but i saw the sign up sheet today. it figures. manga is not very popular. but who cares? those people dont know what they are missing out on, so be it. =P coming to terms with Japanese art, in my opinion, there are two groups of ppl in RGS. the majority would be those who dont have interest in nihon whatsoever... the minority, would be where yours truly would call upon. the hardcore fans. regardless manga or any sort, anime of any category, as long as we are fans. i think its kinda easy to tell the groups apart. by our hobbies and stuff. us, we aint that minor.. but we're not prowling over the school grounds in large numbers either. thing is, i think RGS girls are prone to extremes. so, when we are fans, we are true blue ones. and im proud of it. =) i even feel we're united from the heart.. gods im going crazy. but still, i will embrace yaoi and others with open arms, despite everything.

well... i didnt mean to sidetrack. i just got caught up. hmmm.. you get my point anyway. i decided manga is easy to learn on ur own, and ive been wanting to touch photography for the longest time. so photography it is. -cross fingers- than we get in. hee.

ok... what i did want to talk about, though, was ze Spastics.

it has been bugging me for a long time now. our on and off unitedness, sometimes discord...
but thats what friends are all about isnt it? there are times when it existed at the back of my head, what wanlin said today. but the full impact truly hit me only now. how smart, you comment dryly. blahh.

what wanlin commented was about how different each and everyone was. well its a known fact, but have you really pondered over it? it seems, we are so different that, like in a typical teenage fairytale, only fate could have brought us together. but its true. the only reason its not so obvious is because when we are together, all differences melt together, and we just go ahead and have fun instead. we don't ponder too much about these stuff.. not worth that much of pondering, actually. but just let me rant, wont you.

here im gonna list the most recent and most outstanding observations of my beloveds. those stuff i can think offhand anyway. we are.so. different. even our sense of humour (the very essence that lets us have fun tgt) aren't even close. haha.. of course, listing our bad points wud further emphasize my point, but i wont do that.

wanlin is the guai kia! superwoman at studies and muscles. learns the most amazing stuff... yoga, flute, and more. knows her limits and at all costs stay out of trouble.. gets or makes sure her friends stay out of trouble also. mugger, yet no. 1 fan with regards to HK stuff. sense of a fashion designer, and gets excited only by extreme triggers. (HoCC, jamie, GLK.. lol) very practical and sensible also. give ppl dao dao feeling.
dominant traits: attitude, guai-ness, practicability.
humour: seducing ppl and fa-dianing. yes, it is a means of humour.

jia is the funny one. lol. and she gives people the feeling like she very pro especially whn giving speech or in performance. doesnt feel like caring, but does care about her work. super active. her moods have her ups and downs, and the contrast is stark. she's ..daring. sincere.. helpful. sometimes reminds me of a kid.. even though shes like taller and all.. but other times great at taking care of others. gives ppl gd impression also. up til nw she hasnt lost my parents' liking. lol.
dominat traits: funny, and, depending on her mood, either bright like sun, or a dark like... uhhhh. chocolate. =____=
humour: crazy weird random stuff that she likes to come up with or rattle offhand.. coupled with amusing body gestures.

chenhoon is the lame lame! lol. sometimes hot tempered but can be sweet also. comes up with the weirdest and lamest stuff known to everybody, and is well connected with many members of tribes other than RGS. if you know what i mean. =) then jioed by alot. wuahahaha.. likes pretty stuff and takes pride in things like neat pinafore and handwriting. has been trying to be pai since last year, and this year picking up the pai style liao. extremely pro at certain games...
dominant traits: lameness and excellency at it, LARGE social circle, love for 'pretty'ness
humour: LAMENESS

shihua is what i remember as a fan girl. in the fan aspect.. used to be 56, then sme others, then wei jian.. thinks for others and laughs alot. talks alot also. knows when to be the boss sometimes.. haha.. and always very active. also, im not sure why but ive always seen hua as the most girl among us. her name is the perfect base for transformation into many kinds of nicknames... short then often made fun of- but its cute.
dominant traits: enthusiastic pursuer (of...), easygoing, responsible.
humour: she comes up with scenarios.. hahah.. mostly she laughs along with everybody, even at the slightest stuff. that is funny itself.

paul is the, how should i say, motivated one. one that goes around giving, taking hugs, and initiate mid-air kisses. she is extremely polluted in the mind, but she preaches on the conservation of environment. as in, she's really concerned about it. super passionate, super crazy.. has high expectations of herself and takes pride in her work. shes one that people is prone to notice the first. music runs in her blood and veins and muscles, and she freaks ppl out.. haha. and she cries easily. =p
dominant traits: craziness, and passionate.. in all the meanings to that word
humour: sexual stuff, russel peters (dunt ask), and her infectious craziness

i've said so much, i feel drained. dun talk bt me ler la hoh. how long have i been typing? hmm.. but after reading all that, spastics, dont u think its even weird to think of how we have come so far together, and remained intact? i think its amazing. far beyond anything. its some special sort of fate.. without it, we could have met, and maybe clicked well, but never come to today.

wow..

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
...
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! ---
and, if God choose,I shall but love thee better after death.