fuck. my parents are getting grouchy la. not like im in the best of moods. just bloody woke up again. they know i know what im doing.. point is they think i bloody like it. u think i'd rather sleep in the afternoon and work in the dead of the night when everybody else is snoozing? that i would not rather sleep normally like everyone else?

i was, freaking, tired la ok. everytime i nap, its cause i cudnt help it la. how bout if i start drinking coffee every day. you think that if i had a choice between being a light sleeper and a heavy one i would choose the latter? that i derive joy in making u guys wake me up? i dont say im not wrong, but i bloody couldnt help it LA.

and can you be more considerate? STOP PICKING ON ME EVERYTIME ITS MY EXAM PERIOD. IT FUCKING AFFECTS ME LA. YOU THINK ITS ONLY YOU GUYS WHO EVER NEED TO WORRY ABOUT STUFF ISIT. YOU worry bt my exams. YOU worry bout my work. YOU WORRY BOUT HAVING TO DISOWN ME AFTER I FAIL EVERYTHING. RIGHT.

and sometimes, im not throwing temper ok. its not call give you all lian se can. can you freaking try to understand anot... im tired la... and school is not exactly the best way to cheer a person up either. i can't be happy and smiling every time i return home, and answer to your questions brightly like some primary school kid la.. its bad enough that school so friggin sucks, and now you wanna tell me by no means am i allowed to MUCK IN PATHETIC SADNESS ON MY OWN AT HOME?

its not helping la.. why are you guys like that every time loh...