someone asked a question.. hmm. you're the only who did so probably you'd know urself if you read this? didnt post ur name but i scincerely hope its a fren who appreciated at least sth about me... cus it made my day.. ^^

was thinking alot in car today.. yesterday was eventful but im too exhausted to talk about it. it was Gor's birthday today... i kinda enjoyed his presence. i wonder how often we can do this.. he treated family to dinner know.. first time. so darn happy.

u know its been forever... this is kinda personal but i wonder if you guys get this feeling... like you know maybe at night... you sit there looking out at the dark skies and night lights.. it kinda just makes you feel so.. like you terribly miss some1. a "missing you" feeling.. some strong and unbearable emotion.. but don't get me wrong cus fer me, that someone is just replaced with a blank.. i dont know who it is.. even if theres some1 i dont knw... i just knw ive been so used to this feeling since pr6 and its still not gone now.. what does this mean.. that i like someone? or its just i feel emotional at night... or its just natural.. cus i just need to know so desperately. ive been trying to fill in the empty space with names, but to no avail. everytime i think i got it right, i think back to how i feel again, and promptly erase that name.. its just not right.

emotions are such a complicated thing.

once again i dont know what im feeling. whaaattttt the hell i want. gosh, i need to do some work.