i've thought it thru... its useless this way.. im giving up.. on you.. its hard and damn painful but i dont care so much anymore...
anw, CIP today was damn shuang.. turns out they only need us fer that much. rofl. then we went back 8 or 9 of us in Mrs Ng's car and Sammie sat on my lap. HAHAHAH. she super light can! My bro is like 3kg or more heavier than her. =_____= ironically we were there to help out taf club kiddies. my brother is a taf club kiddie.

hai. nth so much to say. without my few beloveds to look at my life is nth at all. well.