im blogging about BRONZE, so you can ignore this post.

studying.. i guess thats a good thing.

halfway thru i went back thinking abt them and couldnt focus no more. my thoughts are left lingering on takuto's smile.. their words. if paul reads this: u realise takuto never once said i love u to koji..... and koji never gave a real smile... even if facing takuto, he only gave that...half smile. but if he did it wudnt be him anymore right. its meant to be. hai. im gonna die im gonna die im gonna die. i told myself not to think la! after struggling to focus on jap again, it was so hard not to think of them again. yet here i am.. blogging..

im gonna die. die. i cant believe it ended. i believe the whoever will engage their best lawyer and attempt getting koji out one.. so i will not despair... took me awhile to think back to that part.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. IZUMI CHANGED SO MUCH. AAAAAAHHHHH. im so touched..

..it seems that nowadays regardless what i do, im dying... wonderful. die, so that you can bring Love along.. before the day comes when it ends.