so what does gender matter.. im not saying that all straight couples do not carry genuine love.. its just that since its more natural for one member of a gender to be physically attracted to someone of the other, there are more opportunities for blossoming love between them. that is why straight couples are common.

maybe some people are born with certain hormones that they are attracted physically more to members of their own gender, but have you considered that probably more than half homosexual couples truly genuinely love each other? what is being gay or lesbian? being attracted to the same gender only, or happening to fall for one person of the same gender? when one experiences true love, and fate had made it such that the beloved happened to be of the same sex as oneself, why is she then condemned to being homosexual? if you say you genuinely love your current spouse, then would you still love him or her if you two were of the same gender? why yes, why no? don't give me that crap about it just feels wrong being together like that.. i thought they said true love holds no boundaries, no conditions? next thing you're telling me would that one is only allowed to fall in love under certain circumstances..

even worse. you can tell me true love doesnt exist, which is beginning to seem increasingly logical now, in view of how ive never came in touch with anything of such.. (or perhaps you say im too young to understand-), nor have i have i witnessed or seen anyone else that seemed to be in genuine relationships. or perhaps you might also say the expectations i hold of love are too high, and that not all love are beautiful like fairytales or fantasy.

maybe thats just it. ..sometimes i just wonder why Man spin tales far from reality. is it a desperate attempt to fill the emptiness within them by creating nonexistent beauty, but find out in the end that the hole just gets deeper each time reality hits home. or is Man's imagination so good they can't tell themselves to get a grip. whats love.. how does it feel like, and how do you know it exists? im not called despo. im just feeling faithless about humankind.

they will go, "so you mean the great LOVE that ive been searching for my whole life doesn't exist? and that i can only settle on a partner based on my sexual urges and desire for company? alright."

someone help me..

note: this is just effect of manga. i love and hate fiction all at once.