everytime i go pauline's blog.. i feel like crying. so i close my eyes and listen to the song instead. lol. she doesnt post much anyway.

hai. diminishing number of blogs. chen.. lin.. lol. few survivors. feeling dam shit now. i was just thinking about next year again. i hate having going to a new class. it means having to meet more people. having to be nice and friendly all e time and what shit.

im practising dance steps every night know. lmao. i dance to, guess? i dance to 56 songs. MWAHAHAH. cus they are the first on my list mah. mambo. so dam unfit. haha anyway i will try my best. cus paulines being such an awesome partner. ..oh and i turned out to be guy. put paul's leading. see my point abt her being awesome?

haha im dying. hssrp.. im finally excited about what im doing. its the topic i guess. now doing proposal. they suck la time limit so zhun. still got RS must do loh. but just think about next year no more(possibly they accept the application?) then i damn happy liao.

ive decided.. i want to join photog. cus they say chinese debates cant join eng or duno what.... anyways auditions over, right? i think i cant join eng debates ler... ....abit sad abt it, cus it probably has alot of implications abt the future.. but i guess we cant tell. haha. wenyu has taught me that. and.. i really wanna go cybermatrix and pei wenyu.... i not sure whether she got change subj combi anot.. i dunt think so.. so probably we not same class also. then we also wun meet again bah. ..class com! i just thought abt it. yay. and then and then.. i wanna learn sth new other thn what im doing now. comps can wait. i wanna join photog. =)

of course, now that we are applying for hssrp, must see first loh. they kept on asking about CCA and 3rd lang days, duno will affect applicationa not. -cross fingers- hope can. hope photog might accept me also. got Qi. ^^

kae.. i gna go mug now. lately so freaking.. as in everyday come back will cannot help myself and sleep loh. even if just sit there only will fall asleep loh. who call my house everywhere so comfortable. so maybe i not very accessible during the day la.. today gabriel tong called me then i told him i wud call him back after i got home, but then i slept. haha i wonder if he thought i dao him.

i feel like im talking to myself, cus all these are so personal. haha, also good. great feeling.