actually when you think about it. 'gay' is a nice word. as in, a nice word on its own. and it even represents happiness. its only how people relate it to what they deem as unacceptable, thus the usage of it gives people feeling of disgust. gay is a.. very nice word. just like 'sex' would be a nice word if not for its meaning. lmao.

hai. thinking back, we've come so far. more than one years. haven't really been bonded but i can't help rembering all the times. we've angered our teachers, class worked hard for timeline, play during orientation, national days we've spent together.. and orientation remains my freshest memories.

i dont know why im saying so much. i was damn tired and fell asleep an hr after reaching home. then woke up and was damn jingzhang cus it was 11plus. hahah thn made lotsa ppl wait. anyways got quite a lotta things to do.

unable to coherently organize all thoughts now.. i just know that everything sux, and paulines post affected me too. holy fucking fucked up fuckery.